Saturday, August 31, 2013
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My Dearest "Doe", as I would call you, oh how can I sum up all of my memories with you over the last few years.. Things just won't be the same now that you aren't there to greet me in the morning, with your "kid,leave me alone, or kid can't they give you another day off?". But I always knew you were joking with that big smile I would get and the hug that followed behind it..I have learned SO much from you, that I believe has "furthered" my career.. just the uplifting things you would say to us girls, as to "always carry your heart on your sleeves, show your emotions, show us you care" has definitely made me the Nurse I am today.. How can I today, put into words how you are going to be missed so much by me, I wasn't ready or even prepared for that day, as you well know, but deep down I know this is how you wanted things and that you had been "preparing" me for months for many new challenges.. "Doe," you have told me so much about you, and you were more then someone I knew and cared to love, you had become apart of our family.. You always had that caring heart, and would faithfully each day ask how my family was at home, you never let things get you down.. I know you are in a much better place today, and that God has taken a very special lady to his home, you have gotten back so much you had lost, and been finally reunited with your loved ones.. As I walk down that hall each morning, I still look into that room waiting to hear you call my name, give me a good "morning fight", and then suddenly realize its no longer meant to be..I was more then honored to get to know you, I was more then honored to be the "kid" who got to care for you,hold your hand, and hug you and talk to you.. I was honored that you built up a trust in me to take me under your "wing" and give me the encouragement on those rough days that I needed to hear.. My heart aches, and I know in time you will heal that pain.. The other day there was a rainbow in the sky, and I immediately said to myself, my "Doe" girl is now home safe where she belongs and is finally happy.. RIP my dear lady, I am gonna MISS you EVERYDAY...God truly took a great lady, but she definitely has earned her angel wings.. fly them high :) I LOVE YOU "Doe" <3
